last crow composition
i was heads down working on my book all day, and when i finally lifted my head it was 7 pm. so another crow feather composition it is. this is my last one by the way. i have to say, i am rather liking creating in this rushed state. i do not think of myself as someone who is burdened with imposter syndrome, or even a particularly bossy inner critic*. but, clearly i have some of those (or something similar) because i am finding these rushed compositions rather freeing. the expectations are so low–my only goal is to not break the daily chain—even making art is off the table. i am finding it really interesting. i have 10 more days of this. i am hoping some more insights will arise. deliberate, experimental, playful, methodical. rushed. considered. intuitive. intellectual. these are all the words swirling in my head as i type. but alas…it is time to go start dinner.
*although i have been know to say to my husband from time to time “i’m a hack”. he is wise enough to ignore me. and the sentiment is usually fleeting.
crow feathers
In the midst of your potentially new normal busy-ness, you could – as you have done a couple times in the past via by-standing family members – commandeer a ‘guest composer’ to create a STILL composition-of-the-day : )